what is wrong with me?!!

argh..
i know.. i know..
the what is wrong with me question has been around for quite sometimes now..
but..

how could he
be...
that..

alluring..
charming,
in another word..

with that glasses that i like on him

and with that attire that always in my head for a charming mr.p?!
just ask my besties..
it was just as what i always mentioned

what a sweet coincidence (at least for me!)

Oh whenever i want to hate you
whenever i want to back away..

there's always sth
that pulls my attention back to you..

why?

what an intriguing, this is
with only me who's playing..

I'm just like a fool whose attention is nailed on someone who isn't even looking at my way

tell me it's time to stop
please just drag me from this useless dream..
i've done my part and my act
i just wanna stop
and see what you're up to
but there's nothing rite?

it was only me all along!

I'm always afraid to know the answer
but maybe this is it

or it will soon be a self destruction project to me
if it's gonna be like this forever

please
slap me back to reality

because
i will never understand
i will never know

but i will stop guessing
somehow
somewhen
so help me.. decide!